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Sunday, February 27, 2011 02:05
M E N D A K ♥ n trust is wat i needM E N D A K seii skrg... Haiz bored luqh seii.. Now currently chatting.. Seriously ntg to do ryte now.. Dis is the second post for today.. Seriously bored luqh seii.. It been a long tyme since i last chat wif my bro.. I miss my bro uhh seii.. Abg!! Adq miss abg uhh.. )))): Okie2 luqh just till here.. Bye2..
00:30
heylo peeps.. ♥ n trust is wat i need Heyyooo peeps.. Wassup?? Everyone out there are eu fine? Hehehehe.. It was a lame starting.. Hehe.. xDDD Well.. inaaa is damn bored ryte now.. Nothing to do.. Both people who usually text mie went silent.. He went llib. Another one dunnoe go where.. Haiz... Bored bored bored.. I miss hym.. To BF: I love n miss eu luqh seii.. Haiz... I miss 210111.. I love 210111.. (((: We are together for 1 month already.. Love eu boi.. *heart* Bored luqh seii.. Haiyo..... Tomorrow is already Monday.. Wah, tyme fly damn fast man.. Ish3... The past memories are coming back to mie.. Urgh.. Can i lyke not remembering the memories again? The memories keep hunting mie when i lonely n when i am bored.. Especially the memories wif hym and hym and hym and hym.. I kinda miss them also.. Okie, nvm.. Just forget abt them now... Now currently facebooking and texting.. Bored luqh seii.. Okie2.. Till here.. Adios..
Friday, February 25, 2011 21:56
Yoooo ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyooo.. Backko.. It been quite some tyme since i last post.. Coz been busy wif my sch and CCAs.. Well everything change now.. Mie wif my lyfe.. My lyfe kinda sucks man.. Everything since wrong.. Only my fwenz n hym were there when i am lonely.. Thks guys.. Seriously, fed up seii dgn bdk nie.. Dier fikir aper, nk kwn dgn kiter dtg kat kiter. Tknk blah.. Dier fikir kiter aper?? Ckp nie, ckp tuu kat kiter last-last blh gy dgn org laen.. Klu nk quit CCAs, quit aje luqh.. Tkyah tau psl CCAs lagy.. Daa tknk dtg sdh, tkyah nk ambek tau psl aper2 yg terjad pn.. Abeh nk kater yg bad things psl kiter? Seriously ehk, klu daa tk suke, kiter uat bdh je dgn kiter, tkyah nk ckp yg bad things psl kiter.. Aku tau kau tk puas hati dgn aku.. But aper yg aku daa uat kat kau smpi kau tk puas hati dgn aku?? Haiz... Okie, i am seriously fed-up wif dat person.. Urgh.. Wtv, just let dat person do wateva dat made her happy.. Haiz.. The last 2 wk of schooling was gerek.. Hehe.. Had fun wif my buddies n jeevan, nazmi n adli almost everyday after school.. They seriously made my day.. Thks guys.. :DD Today training was quite okie uhh, but tiring.. Haiz.. Dats wat happen for UG.. Its okie.. At least after Speech Day we can relex abit ready..Coz noow we are praticing for Speech Day.. Hopefully on speech day i will not rain.. We only have ard 3-4 more wks before speech day... All the best man to all UG..
Saturday, February 12, 2011 04:56
Emooooo ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyooo.. inaaa here.. Today went out wif dira n khad.. Went JE lib, dhn went JW to eat and dhn me n dira went JP.. Dhn meet khad again dhn we lpk again for awhile.. Quite gerek uhh babe.. Hehe.. Okie2.. Yesterday after training and after something, i was freaking emoo.. Sowie to my fwenz/buddies bcoz i was emo.. It lyke all the past memories started playing in my mind... Especially wen i am wif all my ex.. I feel damn different yesterday.. When i was talking abt dat to khad, tears flow down.. Seriosuly, i cant stop crying yesterday.. I just feel lyke crying non stop.. But when going home i did not cry uhh.. Ltr paisey seii, cry alone.. Haiz.. I hate my life.. Can i just forget abt hym n hym.. Dis two person memories keep playing my mind man.. Lyke seriously i cant forget them, especially hym.. I have move on, but i still cant forget abt hym.. He is wif his life now, so am i.. I know he dont freaking care abt mie anymore.. He is happily wif his life ryte now.. So ya, why must i still remembering hym.. I hate dis feelings. I jsut wish to forget abt hym, but i seriously cant.. It feel it is so hard.. Haiz.. " loving someone is easier dhn forgeting someone. " Well, guess, i have to really move on. If he is the one for mie, dhn ya, we will be together again.. But can we lyke atleast be fwenz? I hope we can be fwenz again some days.. It would be the great moment, if we were fwenz again.. Even as normal fwenz, i dont mind.. I rather have more friendship dhn to have a BGR.. Haiz... Okie, let beyonce be beyonce.. Haiz... Now, i am seriously confuse, am i attached or am i single.. My fwenz know wat happen.. I really lonely ryte now.. I am attached but it feel lyke i am single.. Haiz.. Not one to entertain mie, when i lonely.. No one is there when i needed someone. But thks to my buddies, who are always there for mie.. No matter happiness or sadness, they are always there for mie.. Thks guys. Love eu guys.. I really appereciate wat my fwenz had done by always there wen i am alone, wen i am having prob and etc.. THKS GUYS!!! :DDDD To dat someone, wat are eu thinking eu are doing? What are ur relation wif mie? Fwenz or wat? Lyke seriously.. Haiz..... Okie2. till here.. Bye2, i wanna emoooooo ryte now...
Sunday, February 06, 2011 00:04
He is back, finally.. ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyoo.. inaaa here.. Well today is Sunday.. Hehe.. Yeah!! His back!! Miss hym luqh seii... Finally his back in spore.. Can text hym ready.. Hehe.. Still haven recover from my sickness.. From flu, now i have sore throat and cough.. All three.. Tmr maybe coming to sch and maybe not.. Hope i can recover by tmr.. I wan go sch.. I dont wan to stay at home.. Haiz.. Now currently facebooking and msging wif hym.. inaaa is freaking bored ryte now.. It been quite some tyme since i last text and chat wif my bro.. Kinda missing hym.. Ermmm.. I dunnoe why dis few days i been reading things dat are part of my memories.. I am not sure why am i reading those things.. I been reading the past MSN conversation, the past entries in my blog.. I seriously dunnoe why i been remembering the past once again.. Urgh... Can dis things get out of my mind ryte now.. They are just my memories.. Plz, i dont wan to remember them once again.. Haiz.. I feel sad wen i read abt the past memories.. Those memories which was once special to mie.. Haiz.. I kinda miss them wen i read the past memories.. But i dont have other feeling luqh.. Okie2, i dont wan to talk abt dat past again.. They also leading their own life and i am leading my own life, so ya, let beyonce be beyonce.. *inaaa focus on ur future ahead* Now, emooo at home.. Coz i am damn freaking bored at home.. Tmr is already monday.. Its fast man.. Mummy, can i not go to sch tmr? I am feeling sick ryte now.. Sigh.. Okie, inaaa is freaking bored ryte now.. Nobody to chat, nobody to msg.. Haiz.. Bored bored bored bored bored.. My elder cuzzies is here.. He is funny man.. I was sitting alone, playing the com, suddenly he beat mie from the back. Hehe.. Dhn while watching tv, he suddenly sing.. Hehe.. He is quite weird too.. But his weirdness, he is still my elder cuzzies.. Hehe.. He is funny luqh.. But now, he as went home ready.. Okie2, till here... inaaa, chiow dulu.. :DDDD
Thursday, February 03, 2011 00:30
I miss them ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyyooo there.. inaaa here... Inaaa miss them.. ( Danish, Khadijah, Dira and Ain) especially Danish and Khadijah.. ))): I miss them damn much... )))): Okie2.. Now currently just facebooking.. Bored man.. I just topup my pp8 today.. But no incoming msg.. sad.. )): Bored seii without them and people to msg wif.. I am currently sick.. Having flu ryte now.. Maybe bcoz i played in the rain yesterday.. Haizz... Seriously bored to the max... Nobody to entertain mie.. Haiz... Without hym, my days will be in silent.. Without her, my days without laughter.. I miss them... )): They were always there to cheer mie up.. Okie2 luqh.. Till here.. Will most again next tyme..
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 04:00
Ermmm.. ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyooo.. inaaa here... Hehe.. Happy 15th bdae my buddies, NADIRA!! Finally eu are in the same category wif mie.. Hehe.. Anyway, we have 4 days of holidays because of CNY.. I am gonna miss hym, and her.. I am gonna miss Danish (Ashraf) and also Khadijah the most.. I miss them the most coz both of them are going malaysia.. Danish going perak n Khadijah going Malaysia( not sure which part).. But i will miss them extreme much!!! )))))): Dats means my phone will be silent for the four-five days without hym.. Sad... )))): Why luqh must both of them go on the same days??? Haiz.... Okie2.. Juz a short post, no mood ready wan to write.. |
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