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Saturday, February 12, 2011 04:56
Emooooo ♥ n trust is wat i needHeyyooo.. inaaa here.. Today went out wif dira n khad.. Went JE lib, dhn went JW to eat and dhn me n dira went JP.. Dhn meet khad again dhn we lpk again for awhile.. Quite gerek uhh babe.. Hehe.. Okie2.. Yesterday after training and after something, i was freaking emoo.. Sowie to my fwenz/buddies bcoz i was emo.. It lyke all the past memories started playing in my mind... Especially wen i am wif all my ex.. I feel damn different yesterday.. When i was talking abt dat to khad, tears flow down.. Seriosuly, i cant stop crying yesterday.. I just feel lyke crying non stop.. But when going home i did not cry uhh.. Ltr paisey seii, cry alone.. Haiz.. I hate my life.. Can i just forget abt hym n hym.. Dis two person memories keep playing my mind man.. Lyke seriously i cant forget them, especially hym.. I have move on, but i still cant forget abt hym.. He is wif his life now, so am i.. I know he dont freaking care abt mie anymore.. He is happily wif his life ryte now.. So ya, why must i still remembering hym.. I hate dis feelings. I jsut wish to forget abt hym, but i seriously cant.. It feel it is so hard.. Haiz.. " loving someone is easier dhn forgeting someone. " Well, guess, i have to really move on. If he is the one for mie, dhn ya, we will be together again.. But can we lyke atleast be fwenz? I hope we can be fwenz again some days.. It would be the great moment, if we were fwenz again.. Even as normal fwenz, i dont mind.. I rather have more friendship dhn to have a BGR.. Haiz... Okie, let beyonce be beyonce.. Haiz... Now, i am seriously confuse, am i attached or am i single.. My fwenz know wat happen.. I really lonely ryte now.. I am attached but it feel lyke i am single.. Haiz.. Not one to entertain mie, when i lonely.. No one is there when i needed someone. But thks to my buddies, who are always there for mie.. No matter happiness or sadness, they are always there for mie.. Thks guys. Love eu guys.. I really appereciate wat my fwenz had done by always there wen i am alone, wen i am having prob and etc.. THKS GUYS!!! :DDDD To dat someone, wat are eu thinking eu are doing? What are ur relation wif mie? Fwenz or wat? Lyke seriously.. Haiz..... Okie2. till here.. Bye2, i wanna emoooooo ryte now... |
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